Day 51 - Family Matters, Teach Them To Sin As We Sin

Here I walk myself through a seemingly insignificant observation within my world of something I believe I like and shows that this construct when not directed will result in pressing 'my' likes upon my children. (support yourself walking through such mind patters)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect when someone is cooking a meal for us as a family with a positive experience within and as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create an idea about: when all are gathered in the kitchen where food is prepared for us as a family, is what we really like.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create an idea about what we as a family really like b/c of what I like.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have an idea about what we as a family really dislike b/c I dislike it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to observe and categorise my reality in likes and dislikes and project this unto my family as the directive authority as our mutual likes and dislikes.

I realise, see and understand that an idea about what I like/dislike is a component of mind, a filter of perception to look through and therefore I let this component go and access myself within the moment whether I am here as breath or live through an idea of likes/dislikes.

I see realise and understand that projecting an individual idea about likes/dislikes as the directive authority upon the ones in my family isn’t serving anyone within the family so therefore I check myself within and as the moment and correct myself immediately within the moment.

I see, realise and understand that this is part of the ‘who I am’ within passing on the sins of the fathers upon the children, through forcing idea’s beliefs, opinions unto them ‘before’ a child can even take a single breathe for itself as life as flesh as here subjected, powerless to the force of sins passing unto my children that what has been passed upon me.

I see, realise and understand that its in the seemingly small insignificant points that I automatically pass on, which has been passed unto me that will create the total sum of sins.

I commit myself to,- stop - breathe- when and as I see myself go into participating and living the experience of an idea of like/dislikes when being with others and project that unto my children as an imprint of 'me' pressed upon them,- I STOP- because I see, realise and understand that pressing/projecting my ideas upon them will lessen their natural ability to reflect upon this reality as flesh as breathe, which is not of mind.