Day 82 - “What's My Role in the Play?” prt. 1

Today I observed myself in a situation wherein I actually felt that I wasn’t belonging on the stage I was within because I didn’t had a role to play within it and while busy with trying to also play my role I wasn’t really successful while doing so.

I have caught myself many time in situations/moments when participating with others not being able to really figure out what part I had to play within a given moment. 

Feeling that I was actually not really belonging to the set/the stage not being part of the roles that were being played and me being very busy with figuring out what to say or how to be part of the play, which character would suit the setting the most.

So today I had a similar experience, now coming up as a reflection upon a moment wherein I wasn’t actually part of the interaction going on, all the characters knew their roles being very ‘naturally’ on the set and when I was leaving the set I had this awkward, surreal feeling as if I just witnessed a play wherein I didn’t had any part within yet ended up within it being at the wrong stage and that the whole act was mend to play out without me with me just being an extra in a movie within it.


I will in the following blog post walk through the character of “I don’t have a part in this play/ whats my role in the play