I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that people will always treat you bad, stab you in the back out of 'survival of the fittest' and protect themselves first at the expense of others and therefore being and participating with others is actually not worth while doing, investigating ones time within getting to know the ones that work with me because in the end they will mislead you, deceive you when they can when their is money involved and in this:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have integrated a memory when being a child as trustworthy while observing my father talking to and about a business partner who had 'mislead' him and stabbed him in the back” and in this
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when observing my father’s behaviour as part of his character and stored it within and as me as THE MEmory to live through being part of the character “No one can be trusted” when working with others.
And in this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as this resonance imprint when doing business with people when money is involved ""No one can be trusted" and in this:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have integrated a memory when being a child as trustworthy while observing my father talking to and about a business partner who had 'mislead' him and stabbed him in the back” and in this
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when observing my father’s behaviour as part of his character and stored it within and as me as THE MEmory to live through being part of the character “No one can be trusted” when working with others.
And in this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as this resonance imprint when doing business with people when money is involved ""No one can be trusted" and in this:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to always 'end up' /catch myself in exact such a situation wherein the thought" No one can be trusted" will emerge and come up within and as me, which re-creates the past through a MEmory as the current character to relive a single moment, memory, experience, which I adopted, adapted to as the MEmory being out there,handling myself when working.
And therefore I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as this character “No one can be trusted” “People will betray you” when money is involved, which is not even my ‘own’ or an ‘authentic' character but a copy of my fathers charACTer, which I blindly, automatically copied as my CharACTer and in this:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let this memory showing the character of my father as a picture presentation direct me in/as my work, the way I act regards money and work and in this:
And therefore I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as this character “No one can be trusted” “People will betray you” when money is involved, which is not even my ‘own’ or an ‘authentic' character but a copy of my fathers charACTer, which I blindly, automatically copied as my CharACTer and in this:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let this memory showing the character of my father as a picture presentation direct me in/as my work, the way I act regards money and work and in this:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live through a character created through and as a memory while observing my father being in character: “No one can be trusted” when money is involved and imprint this unto my children so therefore expressing through and as this character must be stopped.
And in this I realise, see and understand that characters as part of my personality is passed unto me by my parents and to stop the character to exist I must stop existing/expressing myself through and as it so therefore :
When and as I see myself go into the character: “No one can be trusted” when money is involved, - I stop, -I breathe myself back into and as the physical in the realisation that this is the current stance of this world Yet I as all others must destroy this character within and as self in order to ACT upon what we know: "No one can be trusted” -(when money is involved) - to create a world with only one character that what is best for and as the flesh of all living beings. Thus I commit myself to destroy this character within and as me, to walk into being a character that can be trusted and thus I commit myself to Destroy all characters and walk into and as the flesh which is of/as life.
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